You Are Still… (2-14-12)

You Are Still…

You are still the man I met,
years ago, when young…
inviting smile, mischievous eyes,
and shoulders baring all.

You are still the caring man,
through all I’ve put you through…
of tantrums, doldrums, spending sprees,
and many health issues.

You are still the spirited man,
aging in fine grace;
holding hands and sharing hearts
as time allows us living space.

You are still the man I love…
the man who shares my life;
the man who now…and always will…
be my Valentine.

Your Are Still…” Copyright 2012 Patricia Spork

Loss of Internet Privacy – 2-18-12

Grr150PSpork Loss of Internet Privacy

Loss of Internet privacy…disgusting!

Internet privacy started disappearing the first time I sent an internal company e-mail (over 20 years ago) and  accessed the Internet (15 or more years ago), especially once I started blabbing about my personal life. But at those times, who knew what was to occur in the following years.

Now, the upcoming new privacy policy for my favorite search engine and email service has me flaming mad. Is there no such thing as even a little bit of online privacy anymore? Apparently not.

Recently, visited YT and saw G+ accounts above my YT subscriptions, I spit and sputtered in a rage and closed the YT account. Then, closed my G feed burner account stopping blog post e-mails. Wish to close my GM account, but yet, no suitable email service to take it’s place. So, I’ll stay there…for now.

Actually, I see no way of stopping the stripping of my privacy…little by little, and faster and faster. I blame intrusive, subjecting government officials for making me electronically nude before them and others. I also blame them for attempting to censor what I (and others of like mind) think about their ongoing attempt for – what appears to be – total control and subjugation of our society, online and off. Makes me sick!

How did we, in the U.S., allow this to happen? How can we stop this from continuing?

Well, for me, it’s by banishing the fear of losing anymore privacy (Really, what more is there to lose?) and stating my opinions, closing accounts to prove my frustrations with certain processes, signing petitions that I believe in, and voting to rid our government of those that deem to enslave us in a society created for their betterment, not ours.

If these personal opinions mark me as a domestic terrorist, then so be it. But let it be known….I AM NOT A TERRORIST! I am a patriotic citizen of the United States of America. So, I unite with other citizens to echo concerns. May our opinions (peaceful resistance) result in positive changes that benefit our nation, and ultimately, the world.

God bless,

Patricia Spork

F.Y.I. Domain and Category Changes

F.Y.I. Domain and Category Changes…but first…

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

As with any new year, resolutions are made and changes occur. Radical changes are being made to this blog, especially since I deleted several domain accounts and transferred others to another domain name register.

So, no longer using eBookMouse, Digital Frolic, LifeArtz, Loss Sucks, Resell Ebooks Buzz, SporkBinge or Sporkette Gazette as category names. (Writers and Musicians: Find your interviews in the Sporkette category.)

Some other posts are listed in the newest categories: BrainBumple, MuseSmack and WebWail.

Expect more activity on this blog in 2012. :0)

Enjoy the New Year!

Blessings to All,

Patricia Spork

 

 

 

 

Fawn Fog

Fawn Fog” Copyright 2011 Patricia Spork is a series of my horse images, of which, I share a few with you further below.

Fawn” (a.k.a. “Fartin’ Fawn“) is a roan mare we’ve had for years. She is a pigeon-toed sweetie-babe subject to photo-taking abuse from me. LOL! Recently, seeings dogs and horses misted by early morning fog had me grab my cheap digital camera and take a few pictures. I started shooting the horses, but by time got to dogs, fog was lifting. That same day, I did my “digital frolic” by enhancing and manipulating some of the photographs using photo editing software. Fun, fun!

Sad and bad news daily fogs the mind in objectionable ways, so today, figured I’d give your ‘ol fogged mind (and mine) a bit of fogged serenity with “Fawn Fog“. The first image is a reduced version of original vertical shot, showing Fawn’s full body. I cropped original to a horizontal image keeping Fawn’s head and upper body as main subject. From there, wound up withFawn Fog V Dark“  (painted effects) and “Fawn Fog V Light” (V Dark lightened with additional blur effects). All images Copyright 2011 Patricia Spork.

Free download: Right click on images below to save each to your computer for Non-Commercial Personal Use Only [NCPUO] as long as you do not resize, manipulate or enhance any image in any way and you credit each image with it’s title and my copyright notice, and do not use any image in libelous, slanderous or pornographic way. Any question about these rights or others, contact me. Thanks.

Have a serene day or night!

 

Fawn Fog V Dark by Patricia Spork 2011

Fawn Fog V Light by Patricia Spork

Going Off the Deep End…and Peanut Butter

Going Off the Deep End…and Peanut Butter

Many of my friends and family think I’m going off the deep end, meaning they think I’m crazy, wacko, out-of-my-mind, paranoid, etc., etc., etc. Why? Because I keep trying to wake them to the fact that things could get worse in our country than ever imagined, and that they should prepare for the worst by stocking up on food, water and more.

Some folks might call me a “prepper”, although, I’m only doing what I’ve done for years and years…stocking for emergency reasons, like when we were without electricity for seven days due to an ice storm and without running water when the pipes froze, and when normal income was disrupted due to lack of work hours or lay-offs. Now though, I’m more extreme in the efforts because of possible economic collapse or Electromagnetic Pulse [EMP] caused from a solar flare or nuclear weapons. Natural disasters, like floods, earthquakes or tornadoes could occur. This year, the Texas drought caused water shortages and wild fires. Thankfully, we were not affected by the fires. Sadly, quite a few Texans lost much to flames.

Heck, a fire or tornado could wipe out everything stocked thus far, which isn’t a great amount; yet, having  the small stockpile is a great stress reliever, especially since prices continue to rise and I’m saving money in the long run. And it’s always nice to know that if nothing were needed for my family, then the extra items could be used to help others in need.

Mentioning needs…if you need peanut butter, now’s the time to stock up. Peanut yield is low due to the drought. Peanut butter prices are expected to rise up to 40%. I’ll be hitting the store soon. Gotta have my peanut butter! Plus, a few cans of nuts. Hmmm…guess you could add “nutty” to the list of terms used to describe my state of mind. LOL!

Anyhoo, if you’re not aware, become aware…and prepare.

Patricia Spork

Researching and Observing

You may wonder why I’ve not posted on this blog since May, so I’ll update you.

Last year (2010), observing how our economy continued to decline, I began preparing for its collapse. Economical collapse…something unthinkable, huh, or so you may have thought until this year (2011)…that’s if you’re keeping abreast of current events.

This year, in March, Japan had tsunami and nuclear tragedies, emotionally effecting many people worldwide. Even though I’ve always stayed up with current events (especially since 9/11/01), after what happened in Japan, I devoted more time to alternative media, since mainstream media, in my personal opinion, did not cover Japan appropriately.

As a matter of fact, to me, mainstream media hid facts, especially facts about radiation fallout in the United States and elsewhere around the world. Why? Well, I believe mainstream media is somehow government controlled, and our “Federal Family” apparently does not wish to frighten the public. And, to me, Japan’s government apparently did not wish to frighten their public about the true spread of radiation in their country.

What we don’t know won’t hurt us, right?

Tell that to Japanese children now having heart attacks and thyroid problems.

Anyhoo, in May, rather than keeping up with this blog, time on the computer became delegated to reading articles and watching videos online about everything happening in the world and solar system that could affect my family and me. To let you know, I even let Twitter time decline, which my visits there have always been for relaxation…kind of like how some people relax by watching television or playing video games.

Yet, as chaos continues to escalate in the U.S. and abroad, I feel its my duty to share things that concern me as a wife, mother, grandmother and American citizen. So, I’ll continue to research and observe, not just for me, but for you, too. As I become aware (and prepare), I hope to help you become aware…and prepare.

Take care,

Patricia Spork

T. J. Banks Interview Excerpts

T. J. Banks

(Photo by Zeke)

T.J. Banks Interview first published online at Sporkette Gazette – February 21, 2010 – Volume 5, Issue 2.

T. J. Banks is the author of several novels, the most recent being the historical romance A Time For Shadows. A Time for Shadows by T. J. Banks

…Being a prestigious “cat writer”, this new direction in writing from T.J. Banks is a pleasant surprise.

More Interview Excerpts:

SPORKETTE: What prompted you to write the fiction romance novel A Time for Shadows?

T.J. BANKS: I’d always been haunted by my grandmother’s story about Max, the brother she’d lost in WWI. Something about the way she told the story stayed with me; in fact, it doesn’t take much for me to transport myself back in time to the afternoon she told me the story while we were sitting under the big willow tree at the old farm. She had loved that older brother of hers very much – so much so that she didn’t rest easy about him till many years later, when she finally got a chance to visit the cemetery, in France, where he was buried. My aunt, who was with her, says she put her hand on the grave – much as Iris does at one point in the book – and murmured, ‘It’s dry.’ Apparently, my grandmother had nightmares for years about his having been buried in a water-logged grave because it was so close to the coast. Anyway, Max’s story led to the writing of Shadows, although that story obviously plays only a small part in the book.

SPORKETTE: Why did you choose World War I for the novel’s time period?

T.J. BANKS: I’ve always been fascinated by WWI…and not just because of my great-uncle’s tragedy. Some incredibly powerful literature came out of that war: Wilfred Owen’s and Siegfried Sassoon’s poetry; Vera Brittain’s Testament of Youth; and Robert Graves’ Good-bye to All That.

And literature aside…let’s not forget that this was a war unlike a war anyone had ever seen before. None of the old rules of warfare applied anymore. It was the last war that cavalry was used and the first that saw chemical warfare, ambulances and airplanes being made use of. And it changed the psychic landscape of a generation.

I had a history professor who emphasized how all the Victorian ideas of science and progress were obliterated during the trench warfare and men were ‘reduced to living like moles in the earth.’

Last, but not least, the Second World War came out of the badly made peace of the First. Had that peace been more equitable, there might not have been a socio-economic climate for Hitler to flourish in. You cannot understand WWII fully without studying WWI.

SPORKETTE: What is your favorite fact blended into A Time For Shadows, and why?

T.J. BANKS: I’d have to say the use of Francis Derwent Wood, the British sculptor who came up with the electroplated masks for disfigured men. It was really the beginning of plastic surgery as we know it today.
The masks were, as historian Lyn Macdonald points out, ‘temporary affairs that would last a few years at most, but they helped,’ and ‘[f]rom behind one of Captain Derwent Wood’s masterpieces, a disfigured man could look the world in the face knowing that the world could look back at him without shuddering.’

I was fascinated by a mind like Derwent Wood’s…one that could come up with such a creative solution to such a seemingly unsolvable problem. So, he had to go into the book.

SPORKETTE: Why did you add a supernatural animal character to A Time For Shadows?

T.J. BANKS: I like a good ghost story. I also have an ‘office cat,’ Hawkeye, who kept me company during the writing of the book, so it seemed only natural to give him a part in it. Hawkeye’s asking for royalties now.

Seriously, though, I came across a number of WWI photos and postcards that showed enlisted men fussing with cats and kittens that had strayed into the camps and trenches – drawn by the rats, no doubt – and stayed on as mascots. I even found a postcard showing a tabby [cat], named Togo, ‘on watch’ inside one of the guns of the Dreadnought – an incredibly powerful British battleship. Togo was listed on the card as ‘the pet of the Dreadnought.’ So you might say there’s a historical basis for Hawkeye in the book.

SPORKETTE: What type friendship do you believe transpired between your characters, Dawn Kailey (unemployed journalist) and Iris MacCurdy (retired school teacher, once a WWI Red Cross nurse)?

T.J. BANKS: I think that it gradually becomes a surrogate mother-daughter relationship, with Dawn standing in for Iris’ absent daughter, Lucy. And, remember, Dawn starts out much as young Iris did, as an introspective outsider without ties to anyone. So, in a very real sense, they parallel each other.

SPORKETTE: Of your characters, whose war-time friendship do you like best in A Time For Shadows, and why?

T.J. BANKS: That’s easy…her [Iris MacCurdy] friendship with the Australian soldier, Tim Skinner. He’s based on my late husband, Tim Spooner, who died in a car accident in 1995. Tim is always there for Iris; in fact, we last see him as a funny, slightly crotchety, utterly loyal old man, who has hurried down to see his old friend because he knows she needs him. And I love that because my Tim was only 34 when he died, and in my book, he gets to live out his life…he gets to be old. And, for the record, the real Tim could do a pretty mean Australian accent.

SPORKETTE: How do you hope A Time For Shadows affects readers?

T.J. BANKS: I hope that people will be moved by it…that while reading it, they will forget that these characters are just characters…same as I did, while writing about them. I think that’s what any writer hopes for.
And I also hope that the book will inspire people to pay more attention to the First World War, which really has – to borrow a phrase – become ‘this half-buried war.’ And it’s much too important to be written off like that.

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T. J. Banks

T. J. Banks is the author of A Time for ShadowsCatsongSouleiado, and Houdini, a novel for young adults which the late writer and activist Cleveland Amory enthusiastically branded ‘a winner.’ Catsong, a collection of her best cat stories, was the winner of the 2007 Merial Human-Animal Bond Award. A Contributing Editor to laJoie, she has received writing awards from the Cat Writers’ Association (CWA), ByLine and The Writing Self. Her writing has been widely anthologized, and she has worked as a columnist, a stringer for the Associated Press and an instructor for the Writer’s Digest School. She is currently writing a blog called ‘Sketch People ,’  a series of interviews with interesting folks doing interesting stuff.

Mike Gonzalez Interview Excerpts

Mike Gonzalez Michael Gonzalez Interview first published online at SporkBinge in 2010.

Michael Gonzalez (a.k.a. MIkE kING Acoustic and most recently, Mike Acoustic) is a Christian musician, who is a rhythm guitarist, vocalist and songwriter. He has sung and played a wide range of musical styles, with more than ten groups over twenty years. Currently, Michael – based in Tyler, Texas – appears in at least twenty venues in the North and East Texas areas, and is willing to travel about anywhere to perform. As an “unplugged acoustic balladeer“, his repertoire includes over 500 cover songs from the 1930′s to present day, in a variety of genres, such as Blues, Country, Pop, Jazz and Rock. Michael seeks to record over 60 of his original songs, some of which he plays and sings at his shows. Generally, Michael performs as a solo artist, but is open to auditioning possible band mates for future gigs.

More Interview Excerpts:

SPORKETTE: Why are you known as “MIkE kING”…and why the mixed upper and lower case letters for the spelling of that name?

MICHAEL GONZALEZ: I have performed live music for over 20 years and my stage names have changed time and again. My birth name is Michael (no middle name) Gonzalez, and I was born in Kingsville TX, meaning ‘Village of Kings’. My friend, Kody, around 1998 or so, helped me decide on MIKE KING. It’s a play on words. He said it stood for ‘microphone king‘ and I said it stood for ‘mic’ing‘, or often spelled ‘miking’, which defines the adding of a microphone to an instrument. After believing the Christian Gospel, I surrendered my life to Jesus Christ in 2000 and decided to change the ‘k’s’ in MIKE KING to lower case, pointing out that Christ is the only KING, capital ‘K’. I have since changed the name to MIkE kING Acoustic.

SPORKETTE: Why, since you write original songs, do you mainly perform cover songs?

MICHAEL GONZALEZ: I do perform my own originals, occasionally announcing them; however, I watch someone play their own songs and am able to cover them after a couple times of hearing it, and sometimes, only after a few minutes. I want to give people what they are familiar with and blend this with my own originals. This helps me cultivate my composing and performing ability and I believe it keeps me distinctly relevant at the same time. I stay versatile while preparing to professionally record Rock, Blues and Folk-style ballads. I have many rough draft recordings of about 70 songs and want to record some of the most popular songs that my friends and family have especially liked.

SPORKETTE: What do you hope to accomplish as a Christian songwriter?

MICHAEL GONZALEZ: I want to glorify God. I am looking forward to being an instrument in His work…and will. I want people to also help me accomplish this by listening to the music and being changed along with me. I see that God knows my music and inspires me; therefore, my deepest joy is His pleasure, His approval. I understand there is classification, but I say there is no such thing as ‘Christian music’. I understand what people mean by saying that there is, but, no, I believe it’s people who will surrender themselves to Him and the music gets to follow. I see music as a tool, something tangible and directly finite…indirectly infinite; however, people are indirectly finite and directly infinite creatures made in His image. Music can be a vehicle in guiding or diverting people from the true message of life. I want to compel, rather than repel, for the glory of God.

SPORKETTE: Which one of your original Christian songs delivers the most important message in your mission work as a Christian artist, and what is that message?

MICHAEL GONZALEZ: The song is titled, ‘Make My Heart Sing’. It is difficult for me, definitely a challenge vocally. It was written at a time where a small discipleship class I had spearheaded for two years was to go out on the streets of a Blues festival downtown. We had several struggles that day…and with the song being written in that setting, I regained direction by focusing on God and some of His attributes. The song conveys my deep reliance upon God and how in His will He shapes, fills and moves those according to His purpose.

SPORKETTE: What advice might you provide to a budding Christian music artist?

MICHAEL GONZALEZ: A whole lot!

  • Love the people while there is time!
  • Pursue a deep joy instead of a surface happiness. (The contrast is that happiness is often based on what ‘happens’  to   you…and it comes and goes with circumstances; but true joy remains with you no matter what happens to you. Have lots of joy! There’s too much to have and much to be joyful about!)
  • Be ready! (A budding Christian musician to me is suspect until proven guilty. Originally, to be called ‘Christian’ was an accusation. People were accused of following Jesus Christ because of their actions and lifestyles. We must acknowledge our sinfulness, submit to Him and keep our eyes on Christ. We get to be personally creative and be instrumental in God’s work, reaching our generation living out the words we sing and write. Let’s do just that!)
  • Know the culture we live in, but always be Biblical. (Don’t ever ‘check’ your heart, mind or soul ‘at the door’; surrender these to and love God with all you are and what you become.)
  • Study the Bible to know how to write and read the four Gospels, Ecclesiastes, Psalms and Proverbs…regularly. (You’ll never run out of things to do, nor find boredom producing fruits of righteousness.)

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Mike King Acoustic

Michael Gonzalez
(a.k.a. Mike King Acoustic)

Listen to Mike Acoustic soundtracks.

Join Mike Acoustic Music!

Visit Mike Acoustic artist page.

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Kristen Chalk Interview Excerpts

Kristen Chalk Kristen Chalk Interview first published online at SporkBinge, March 19, 2010.

Interview Excerpts:

Kristen Chalk is a vocalist, songwriter and acoustic guitarist. She began her musical career as a pianist, sometimes playing at a church in Big Sandy, Texas. Songwriting interest later led her to learn the guitar. While attending college in Nachogdoches, she was exposed to ‘Texas Country‘ music and writes some original lyrics for that genre. She sang and played her guitar in public for the first time in August 2009. Kristen believes that “Performing that night was the spark she needed to start a career in music.” … she can be found singing and strumming at various venues in Northeast Texas as a solo Texas Country artist.

More Kristen Chalk Interview Excerpts:

SPORKETTE: How hard was it to learn finger-picking, and why do you prefer that style rather than just playing rhythm?

KRISTEN CHALK: Finger-picking was no easy mountain to climb, but I admire several musicians that have that playing style and wanted to play like that myself. I remember sitting in my dorm room with my guitar in hand for six hours at a time practicing, trying to learn that style. It took about four months before I was decent at it.

Of course, when I started out playing, I was all about that style…but recently, like in my song ‘The Storm‘,  I’ve been playing a lot more rhythm. I love both playing styles and incorporate them both in my music.

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SPORKETTE: Why are you enthralled with country music?

KRISTEN CHALK: My interest in country music began with George Strait; I would listen to his songs all day long. I love his style, lyrics and passion for music.

Years went by…I found Texas Country and fell even more in love with the music. Texas Country artists write and sing songs that are real and from the heart…songs that are full of passion and I can relate to.

It’s hard to put it into words, but I think Chris Cagle says it best with his song ‘My Life’s Been a Country Song.’ Sometimes I feel like my life is nothing but country song.

SPORKETTE: In your opinion, what is your best song and why do you think so?

KRISTEN CHALK: I’d say it’s a tie between ‘Time‘ and ‘Fly Away’.

Time‘ is one of those songs that makes you want to get up, grab a partner and dance the night away. Every time I play that song, the heads in the crowd start to rockin’. It’s a song you can really get into.

As for ‘Fly Away‘, it’s a sweet love song that anyone who has been in love can relate to. It’s also a great song to dance to, but the lyrics are what make this song; it’s heartwarming and heartfelt.

SPORKETTE: Your custom guitar strap has a cross and your last name on it, so why the cross?

KRISTEN CHALK: It has a pretty deep meaning to me, but basically music is a gift that God blessed me with. Since I’m blessed with this gift, I feel like it’s something I should never give up on. The cross is a reminder that no matter how good or bad life is going, I should always be grateful for my blessings, such as my music.

SPORKETTE: Why do you think your voice, style and personality set you apart from other Texas Country artists?

KRISTEN CHALK: I feel that my voice and sound of my music is unique, as I said before. It’s a soulful country sound. My writing and playing style is also different; my songs have a certain feel to them that sets it apart from others.

As for my personality, I’m just a crazy small town kid with a love for country music.

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Kristen Chalk 2
KRISTEN CHALK
Solo Texas Country Artist

Listen to More Soundtracks at Kristen’s Artist Page.

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Parting Calls

Parting Calls by Patricia Spork About a month ago, my husband received two phone messages – one, from a long-time friend; the other, from the friend’s wife, calling for her husband. The wife’s call alerted my husband that something might be wrong, especially since my husband had never met her. And being that my husband had not seen this friend since they were teenagers, nor had spoke to him in at least four years, he feared the worse. So he returned the call…his fear affirmed.

Hospice-tended, the friend talked of cancer diagnosis, treatments endured, cancer progression and his decision to fore-go further treatments. My husband did not say much until his friend brought up teen incidents of long ago.

Reminiscing through drug-induced state, the friend faltered in speech as he spoke of fun and wild times shared when the two were young. Only then, did my husband appear stricken by the fact his friend would soon be parting from this world. His eyes glistened with approaching tears, yet none fell. Not then, anyway.

After the half-hour or so conversation, they said their final words to each other – clumsy, yet effective good-byes.

There is no way I can truly know how this “parting call” affected my husband’s emotions; yet, I realize, he was sincerely touched that his friend, near death, let him know how much their friendship meant throughout life.

Parting calls. I hope to make them, if able, to let friends or family members (no matter how long since seen or contacted) know how much they meant to me in my life-time.

Do you know who would receive your parting calls? If not, maybe you should consider creating a list for your “parting of the ways”…the final parting.

~Patricia Spork

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